I have not slept in 3 nights now. Conner has been up every night screaming for the duration. At first, the first two nights, he was sick, he had a fever and was unhappy. And i lived with that. Rocking him, nursing him if he wanted, doing whatever i could to get him to sleep. Last night, no fever, no signs of sick other then a bit of a stuffy nose which got much worse as the night went on. But all he did is cry. Cry all flipping night long. Tony refused to go sleep in the living room. So i have to deal with being so tired im ready to die. No caffine at all, And Tony went to get himself Coffee of course, And Tony in the worlds worst mood and taking it out on me. As if its my fault Conner wouldent sleep. Oh to say nothing of Conner himself. The ryoal grump fuss.
My head is killing me and i have two meetings today. One with Brennans teacher and one with the Missionaries… I am so not up forany of it. But i have to be. I gotta get the house cleaned. Find a way to get Conner to sleep, and maybe nap a bit myself before 1 when Brennan gets home from school.
Conner= Best birth control in the world.





