so you are to be treated today. Last night somehow, all the the passwords were erased from my PC. Which for most things, like myspace, this blog, facebook, and a few other places i visit which require a password, isnt a big deal. They are all very similer. What it ment, was the super different, top secret password to my diary is gone. While that password is a veriation of all my normal passwords. It however is case sensative, something other sites dont do. So if i miss one capitol, then i miss the password. Do you even know how many veriations there are of my typical 6 letter password? For one, half of them have an additional 4 letter word on them. Some have a bunch of numbers, and some are combos. And this one, is the mega of them all. So ill write here, I cant live without my daily blogging. Lol.
So Yesterday i wrote how tired i was, By the end otf the evening i was feeling so sick i thought i had the flu. I was freezing, no matter what or how many blankets i used, i was still freezing. Top it all off i was feverish, stuffed up and generally felt like crud.
When we went to bed it was pretty early. Conner fought for about an hour before nursing himself to sleep. And guess what. He slept untill 11 pm today! Oh yeah, now that was nice. A 12 hour streach to just sleep! Thankfully Tony gets up with Brennan in the morning before school because i woke up feeling much better today. Not top knotch but pretty good.
A shower, some workout clothes and a cup of Emergen-C later i felt good enough to do a half hourworkout on the WII Fit. For those curious, ive lost 1.5 lbs so far! WOO HOO! MY goal is 20 lbs off to start, after that 20 comes off, another 20 will be set to go, once those pesky 40 lbs are gone, i should be back into a size 3-5 ( depening on my huge hips! I was a 3 before, but 2 kids changes hige hips lol. Hopefully at most a size 7. Im tired of being 40 lbs overweight. Its not healthy and i dont feel good about myself. But im on the way! So that is good.
My biggest downfall to trying to loose weight is eating. I like to eat. And i like to eat alot. I can out-eat alot of men i know. Sad isnt it. Case in point, last weekend one of my husbands friends ( and mine) was visiting, he has about 40 lbs on me, and yet i ate probably twice as much lol. The worst i ever was, was pregnant with Brennan. I could outeat Tony who had about 100 lbs on me. But that was pregnant, its different right? hehe.
Brennan will be home from school in 15-20 minutes. He is doing really well in school. We have monthly home visits with his teacher where they do evaluations and whatnot. Brennans memory test put his age at 7 years old! He is 4!! And his speach was between 7 and 8. He is one of the only ones in his class who can use buttons and cut out a circle. There were several other things but i forgot them. The teacher is very impressed with the clarity of his speach and how quickly he picks up one things. I feel so proud of my man. I made sure to always speak very clearly to him, never baby talk, i went as far as to tell other people NOT to baby talk to him. She even told m that some children still had problems with the toilet, not my son, he was 18 months when he was potty trained. 
She told me at this point, he is ready to start kindergarden. The ONLY issue he has is being able to cut his own food up in school. He tends to scoop and take a bite out of things that he should cut. My bad, i cut everything up so small, i never thought about not needing to cut it up for him. Also she told me i need to let him start helping me with different chorse, like cleaning, putting things away, and doing dishes. I tend to do it because its quicker and i just DONT think of it. So that was MY homework.
Im so proud of Brennan, he is such a gorn up little boy. And while he did have rocky start, he has adjusted very well to being with other kids and playing well.
Conner is still a bit sickish today. He just wantes to lay around. Which im letting him. Now that ive cooled off im feeling really tired again, the preassure is back in my head and i have ab it of a fever again. Looks like i couldent quite fight off the flu. It sucks. For 5 years i almost never got sick. But then Brennan was never out of the house either. This year, he is in school. HE never gets sick, But me? this is the 4th time sense he went to school. Not fair! Oh well. More Emergen-C, lots of rest, though the 12 hours did help last night, im still tired feeling. Maybe working out wasnt such a good idea? I dont know. Oh well.
Well my 15 minutes are up, Brennans bus will be here in 5 more minutes and i need to get my shoes on and brush my hair before going down to get him. So off I go. Ill try not to write a million entries in one day. Ill just come back if i feel the need to write again. 
