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September 30, 2008

Photo Shoots.

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: — Serenity @ 6:28 am

Its been a busy week for me in terms of photography. I did two shoots on one day, which can be hard for me. Having to decided which set to edit first, trying to get both done as soon as possible. Whew. I know a girl who likes to do 5-10 shoots in a day. I mean, i spend 4-6 hours editing each shoot i do. You know she dosent spend that much time on hers. Maybe her photos look better coming off the camera then mine? Or maybe i just like to take lots of photos, have lots of choices to offer and spend alot of time post processing. Of course she dosent have any children, so that sets her above me. I couldent take that much time off of being a mom in order to do more photos.

I couldent do that many shoots in a week! I need at least 1 day per shoot to edit my photos. That way i can be sure to dedicate as much time as needed in the evening to getting the shoot processed. I would prefer two days really. Anyway, i did two shoots on Saturday. I was origionally going to have two on Sunday as well. But the one is notoriously flakey and the other is a teenager, her daughter and her friend. They took a walk instead. So i spent my free evening working on the larger of the two shoots. Some images can be see on my photoblog here if you are interested. I think they are adorable! Ive spent today working on the smaller. My neighbors daughter has a 5 month old, and a 3 year old stepdaughter. Oh my goodness. The baby boy looks like a honest to God Buddha! The chubby happy one. So cute. And the little girl has the most beautiful green eyes. Grass green eyes. For the first time i didnt need to do any post processing on her eyes on the closeups. Its insane! Just beautiful. Because im only 15 images in ( out of 50, remember the smaller of the two sessions) i dont have anything up on the blog yet, but I will maybe tomarrow. So check in if you want to see some adorable kids.

In other photography related news. Ive talked with some friends of mine about the start up costs. ANd i think im more set on how much i should be charging for my time. That is the reason you pay a photographer so much money over say walmart or sears. The time, like i mentioned, i like to take 4-6 hours working on post processing work, plus the 1-2 hours i do taking the photos including time spent getting there. That adds up to a minimum of 5 hours, and can actually go up to 10 hours. That is alot of work. I dont take photos though, i capture memories. Or as one reader said to me, you capture the essance of the people in front of you. I like to think of it as capturing a moment of your life for you. In any event, that is the reason photographers charge so much. Now me, im not going to charge as much as Northern Exposure photography. Another private photographer in my area. Shes been in buisness for more then 10 years easy. Plus she runs a studio. Or even the Picture Lady. Another one. Her photos can be breathtaking. But again, its often studio work. Which adds up to alot more “wear and tear costs” My husband charges every employer a 3% wear and tear fee into their end budget as well as money for the nails he uses but buys himself. A photographer buys all their own equiptment and lenses plus add ons. So its understandable. You are paying for the wear and tear. Even so, im new, so i wouldent charge as much.

How much do i think im worth? Ohhhhhh more then i would charge of course! If i had it my way, i would have a $ 100 dollar sitting fee  plus $5 an hour for post processing time. Not including the prices of prints. But im not so proud to think anyone would pay that much lol.

I remember 2 years ago when i work for Sears Portrait and was just starting out taking photos on my own. ( and i thought i was all that then, ha!) A prospective asked me what my sitting fee was. Dumbly i answered that i didnt charge one, because i didnt think it was needed. Now older, more experenced, wiser, oh yes it is most deffinantly needed.

The gear i own.. My  camera and lenses cost me more then $2000. And that is a CHEAP set up. Although i am planning on getting another lens, a wide angle here soon. Which inceases the value lol. But even so. Thats alot of money. I spent that as a hobbiest and am starting to branch out farther into the world of photography.

Its not about money for me. Because i live for portraits. I love nothing more then to sit down one on one with a child and capture their essance. That child like being that they will never be again. From silly faces, to strong men. To puddle stomping. That moment, forever in a photograph. Its timeless. Ageless, and personal. So very personal. That is what photography is to me. Something that is so much a part of me. of who i am..

Wow, ive been writing a half an hour, its amazing how i can just zone into what im writing without even noticing… I started off talking about my recent shoots and rambled into everything else…

So just go visit my photoblog. Feed my ego and tell me if you like the images shown. There are months to choose from of images. And two more sessions to go up there, including Buddha and his beautiful sister, and Baby A who is a living Doll. Literally, looks like a doll. And my own monsters. Never can forget my own little boys.

Ok, but its getting very late, and i need to go to bed. So off i go. Dont forget to feed the ego!

September 29, 2008

Busy Busy

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: — Serenity @ 6:33 pm

Ok so im not like super busy but it sure feels that way. I have 2 loads of laundry to put away, my dining area/play area/ office area to clean up. The bedrooms to clean up. brennans mostly as its kinda a dumping ground for storage items. Plus more photo editing.

Oh and did i mention its a beautiful day? Well it is. Its looking pristine out there, from my third floor view, i can see the mountains and they are beautiful.

Im a wee bit frustrated with Brennan. HE spent the night with his grandparents last night, but this morning ( about 2 hours ago) he wanted to come home, so Don brought him home. Now he wants papa to come pick him up again and take him back with him. Im thinking, yes please. Because i really need the quiet time today to finish up my two photo sessions, im almost done! And get my house cleaned up.

And today i get to do it without the benifit of TV. Oh joy, in moving out our old TV stand last night and putting in a new one, someone broke the DVR box. What joy right? I had about 15 hours of DVRed home improovement shows. The ones i like to watch when im cleaning. They get me in the right mood to get things done. But it also means i cant put music on, or zone Brennan into a show so i can get some quiet work time going on.

Yes im spoiled. :) arent we all. And every now and then i need that quiet time to do things, even if it means letting Brennan zone into backyardagins or some other nick jr kid show that he likes.

Well im just easting up my morning, so im just gonna stop and get off and start to try to get things done. If that makes any sense at all. :)

Lina

September 28, 2008

Super Tired

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , — Serenity @ 5:18 pm

I am so tired this morning. Brennan woke me up around 6 30 AM. About an hour earlier then he should I wish i could have fallen asleep on the couch with him, but no such luck. We took a shower and Conner woke up very unhappy. After the shower i made pancakes and bacon for breakfast. Then Tony left for work, and im just here. Its 9 am and i want to go to bed. But the kiddos and all. Wide awake and bouncing off the walls. I wish i could be so peppy with the same amount of sleep. Bah.

We are going to start working on getting Conner to sleep in his own bed. I put him in his crib lastnight after nursing him, and he cried for about 10 minutes before going to sleep. I hope it stays this easy. Thr trick is not to go running when he cries. Not an easy thing to acomplish at all. But he really needs to be lkearning to sleep in his own bed. I dont sleep quite as well with him in mine. I sleep harder when he is in his bed.

Today i have Church then two more photo sessions. A friend and then my neighbor and her daughter. Im only about 1/2 way through one session from yesterday and havent even touched the other. I spent about 4 hours working last night. Sometimes this really takes a very long time… Some times its easy and the photos come out of the camera just how i like them. Other times i need to do the editing.

Tony has to put a door on a chicken coop today. Actually he has to make the door, then put it on. Build a railing for stairs up to a house and install a good winter door on another house. All for the same lady. But then he gets paid. Which is nice. :)   There are a few things i need to buy for my kitchen. Like some hard plastic containers to put flour and sugar in. I dont like having the open bags. Im rambling again. Gosh im so tired. Im going to go double up on vitamins and take some Emergen-C and see if that helps. Right now im regretting quitting caffine lol. That might have pepped me up this morning and i really need the pep today.

Ok i gotta go, :)

September 27, 2008

Randomness

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , , — Serenity @ 5:00 am

Ive been kid free for about 12 hours now. And now they are staying the night with my parents.. Its hard, I know that Conner is 15 months old, but still its hard to let my baby go… I feel as though a critical part of his babyhood has been lost. I mean as though the walking for the past 6-7 months hasnt made ad ifference… But still. Yeah i still consider my walking and kinda talking toddler my baby. But yes, my parents called and told me he is so attached to his Papa, that he cant even put him down. Which makes me feel good to know that Conner is so loving to his parents, it also makes me feel sad that my baby is growing up.

Soooo in honor of that, im going to post some pictures.

Of my monsters… kids.

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Have a good one everyone!

September 25, 2008

Wordless

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , , — Serenity @ 7:44 pm

September 24, 2008

Dinosaur Eggs

Filed under: House and Home — Tags: , — Serenity @ 6:25 pm

We are going to try our hand at making dinoasur eggs. Out of paper mache. Im going to have to get the materials together. Right now i really wish i had a car so i could run to the store and get the materials, but as it is, i gotta wait untill Tony gets home. We are going to make balloon eggs then paper mache them, then paint them.

I also am going to have him make a few cool little paper mache cups so that we can put pens and whatnot in them. I figure its a good long project that Brennan can do to keep him busy after school.

He is grounded from watching his cartoons, so when he gets home i turn on the music channels for background noise and then ill get him settled at the table. I just have to find a way to keep conner out of it…

Oh crud, all i have is bread flour.. i need to go get some regular flour, some balloons, swing by my moms and pick up old newspapers, i dont have enough. Then over the next couple of days ill get some pains and brushes. I know i need everything for this project. I have 4 tubes of paint somewhere and some kiddie brushes somewhere, but its easier to just get new ones.

Oh know what, i dont need newspaper, i have colored construction paper, we can use that too. It would be fun…

Hmmm what other projects can we do?

*check out the links for ideas on paper mache*

Problems at school

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , — Serenity @ 4:13 am

Well it seems as though Brennan is having his first problem at school. He spit in the face of another little boy. Im so frustrated with him. I speak and he dosent seem to understand or hear me. I ask him if he understands what im saying to him and he tells me no. He dosent understand.No matter how many times i repete myself, asking him if he understands ” Do not spit at other children” he says he dosent understand.

Sometimes with this child, i wonder, what am i doing wrong. Because i am doing something wrong. I have to be. Why would my son think its allright to spit at another child, because ” he thought the other boy would” Im missing something here. Maybe after 4 yeras i still dont know how to parent a boy. He pushes other kids down, he can be downright mean. And now he is spitting at other kids. What am i doing that says its ok? I dont hit, i spank maybe once every 6 months. I never spit, sure his dad spits, outside, out a window, never at anyone.

Im not a bad mom. I cant be a bad mom. I dedicate so muchof my time, so much of me to my kids. So why does my son think its ok to act like this. I thought putting him in preschool would help his acting out. He is still throwing fits, wanting to act like a baby. Constant whining. I dont know what im doing wrong. I guess i dont spend enough one on one time with him. Its hard when Conner is so jealous of my lap. That is his area…

i know i need to do more, i just wish i knew what i could do to make him a haiier child. One who dosent act so angry all the time…. Sigh… Maybe another activity would help. I dont know anymore, i just dont understand why he isnt a happy child… I better go though.

L

September 23, 2008

Pain

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , — Serenity @ 4:44 pm

Its been rather frustrating. The last few school days Brennans bus has been insanely late. Ok a half hour, But that is quite some time to be sitting outside with a 4 year old. Its quite chilly in the mornings.

Anyway Tony had allready left to take B to school, so i ran to tell the bus driver when he showed up. About 5 minutes after Tony left. Go figure. I felt bad for him, the bus, which is usually pretty full, had only 2 small kids in one seat together. I also felt bad because he had to pull off the main road and into my driveway, only to turn around. He looked so frustrated, poor man. But the aide, which is also Brennans teachers aide was nice about it.

I felt bad ,but really, im sorry that my son was cold so his daddy just took him to school.

Last week, th bus broke down, sence then we have had 2 different busses and he hasnt been on time once. I really hope this isnt going to be a pattern. some days Tony leaves before we get up for school. And I cant drive him to school. I can sit in the cold not heated hall and wait in there… but that is it, Plus i would have to take Conner down there too. Oh listen to me whine. Its not so bad really. Brennan adores school and that is all that matters.

September 22, 2008

Resurfaced.

Filed under: Pictures, Tony and I — Tags: , — Serenity @ 11:17 pm

Every now and then i go hog wild… And this is what happens.

All gone

Frustrations mount

Filed under: Photography, Tony and I — Tags: , , — Serenity @ 8:59 pm

So about 2 weeks ago i ordered a remote for my camera. Mostly its for self portraits ( cuz im OH SO VAIN! And love to me in the pictures with my family) But it also works well for doing family portraits ( of mine) and group shots. So i can use the tripod. Its also used for low light pictures ( nighttime) Slow exposure pictures ( waterfalls) and fireworks as well as nighttime city-scapes. And lets not forget, Macro photography, Tripods and shutter cables can be very imporatint. When you are taking photos of small objects, ANY camera shake, even from hitting the shutter button can ruin the shot.  ( check out links for tips and how tos on that type of photography)

Anyway the point of this entry. I dont have my cable yet! Im bouncing off the walls because i wanted to do some family pictures in the fall colors and if they arent here within the next week then i cant do them!  I am whiney here me growl! It is a bit irritating, there is a bunch of photos in my mind and none of them can come forth without that damn cable… I might buck down and walk my bum down to the one half assed camera store in the town, and buy it for 3 times what i paid from the manufacturer. Bah. But i want it that bad.

Just come in allready!

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