Do I want to get a job?
I really dont know. At times I do actually want to work. Then i think of my little boys and how much I missed out on Brennan when I was working when he was Conner’s age. I missed out on so many new words and things. It was hard. But i enjoyed working.
I do enjoy working from time to time. I would have to cut back on nursing the baby, hes almost one anyway. I would have to pre arrange child care with my family as well as rides. For what, $1,200 a month? Is it worth it in the end? I dont know.
I dont HAVE to work. My husband makes decent enough money when he is working, which he is. Enough for us to live off of easily. Plus some little gives in the budget make it easy to live off of. He will soon be getting a raise and then life will truely be easy. I can stay home with my kids without worries. Gives them time to play, learn and grow all while keeping them in a child-care situation that I agree with. My own.
Besides, Brennan has made friends with William, the neighbors 4 year old. They are like best buds with Williams little sister, Arielle, trailing after them ( which is totally adorable, you can see it happening in 10-12 years hehe)
